idonutk
I'm calm and collected
Inside my head
Whole dash illuminated
Warning warning
Put tape over that
Everything's everything
No dread
Cause I don't turn my head
Did you see that
Nah, it could be bad
Don't look back
Hindsight just talks back
Dead end
But that fence
Doesn't look too bad
Clawing over cause
I can't step back
And ask
I don't get mad
Cause I might be mad
And it might look bad
If I'm anything but rad
Please ask
I don't care about that
But really, did you hear that
Wasn't me, of course
Probably rumors
People like that
Calm and collected
Behind my eyes
Everything static
Just lunch
Tuna salad
2025-09-29 16:06*
idonutk
I love
How love
Means everything
To some
And nothing
To others
I love
Just thinking
About sinking
In like warm waters
That take away
Cold shoulders
Dreary days
And old
Lovers
I love
Anyway
Too far gone
To lament
The times gone
Wrong
I love
Well past
But wells last
Water slowly
Seeps back
Recharging
They call that
I love
Being drawn up
Fill another glass
Or whistle kettle
Or dilute cask
I love
For those who're
Whiskey
Ice
And class
2025-09-29 07:10*
idonutk
Do you ever wonder if
Out of all the things
This was it
Told to never
Wonder even a bit
That was it
Everyday's a bit
And now with leaves a drift
This can't be it
Do you ever wonder how
If you could
But couldn't then
Told you weren't pinned
By all the things penned
On pages and not your lips
I've never wondered if
This was that
Everything wasn't it
#fall i guess
2025-09-24 04:38*
idonutk
I know I
Should take that bus ride
But then I
Grew up gripping the
Streering wheel a bit tight
How do I translate
That freedom to life where
I know I
Can pack up and drive
Whatever out of my life
What's it like
When everything's
Running on time
Where I can close my eyes
Lights slip by
Can I sleep at night
Remembering those times
When trash bags and fog lights
I cried, that bais of mine
Leave a lot behind
#a bit more toxic nostalgia #probably
2025-09-24 04:32*
gcd
One, two
Terribly blue
I could skip a few
Beats between
What a scene
I keeps seeing
Where I'm being
And there's no
Well, wouldn't you like to know
Except, it didn't go
There's reception
It me
No bandwidth, you know
I wouldn't
Not when the hinges creek
Moon in the lake
Lap at my days
Each Plank's
Sigh
Whisper
Throw me away
When you ping
I'll scream
Warranty expired
Last thing I'll see
In the lake, baby
#poetry #idk where this one was going
2025-09-18 05:29*
idonutk
Small town checklist
Main street murals
And grandma clutching pearls
Old ford
New Benz
Maybe some
Rust n' dents
Just a stroll to sunset
Looking good
Couldn't rest
Can't remember
When that was open last
Up at dawn
So the man can
Put me down
Small town
Estate sales all around
Grandma's pearls
Everything they didn't say
Grandkids didn't stay
Pancake breakfast
There's a wait
Just like '98
When up at 6
Meant pancake breakfast
#nostalgia
2025-09-15 11:11